I had written this some time ago…it seemed nice then…let’s see how it plays out now.
I don’t know what has come over me
A strange ephemeral happiness
A feeling of satiation, coupled with
Some anxiety
It shows me more of who I am
Shows me more of who I’m not
Makes me realize my predilections
On this path of self-discovery
Shaken I feel with some turmoil
Upset I am at something in the air
Yet there is a peace I cannot describe
The joy and pain in this diatribe
Is palpable as you can see
It is truly me, as me as I can be
For as long as I live I will not forget
Nor will I wish we never met.
Bharatwrites 
plays out like a delicate raga with complexities scattered in it.
mathematically jarring, yet beautiful
the moments of realization..when you get what you want..
beautiful expression…